Trash

Trash =(.

Taken in with good intentions,
but some things you forgot to mention.
Now tainted goods left in the corner i sit,
unwanted.

Tears drowned me in my self disgust,
ugly trash, love was truely lust.

His handsome smile and warming touch,
just the way he held me so much.
He holds me close, i lean in closer,
Stopping me to say its over.

Now tainted goods left in the corner i sit,
unwanted.
Tears drowned me in my self disgust,
ugly trash, love was truely lust.

You tell me I'm amazing so chill,
yet sense you left forgot how to feel..
Stuck on what was and coulda beens,
shoulda beens the candle dims.

Never knowing feeling loved could take you from reality,
with you i defied so much more than just gravity.
I know I'm young and this might sound stupid,
but baby ive been abandoned by cupid.

So Much Depends..

So much depends
upon

how i live
my life

Stop and realize,
look, see.

So much depends
....on me.